My side of Tom Hansen.

Still in surprised mood. i am surprised on how people would do anything for people who you are in love so much. i'm glad to see with my own eyes how one reacting to such problem. a problem which obviously arises from oneself. i guessed.

the followings were my edited conversations with her.

whats the fakin matter? he dated a girl. ohh, so what is the problem? you go out with me as well. its different! i used to tell him with whom i gone out. but he doesn't seem to tell me all. i thought she was his classmates or just another student in his college like you and me. i didn't know the girl is from another college which he met at a shopping mall. no relations connecting them together. maybe they are just friends, like you and me. no! i cannot accept the fact he is dating with another girl. really? dont you think he just wanted to make you feel jealous since he knew you gone out with me and your other boy friend? i told him everything! why he is treating me this way. relax, guys do flirt, and sometimes in a distance relationship like yours, one is too bored and need the opposite sex attention. i am positive he is not into that girl. it's a same case with you here. NO! NO! pity me. pity you not! the guy would terribly mad if he knew the real situation of you and me. yes, i knew it. he is too good for me. okay. im waiting for him to apologize. why him, and not you? it wont work if only one side have to give in each time. from your tellings, he is the one who always apologize even though the problem is from you. i know, i just want to see how much he really wants me. brought down your ego then.

im going to see him. im going alone and surprised him at his hostel. what for? i just want to see him! okay go ahead. i hope you're happy.

She is my summer. the days will count until i finally found my autumn. hah!
sorry for any grammatical errors.

no surprises

Thanks radiohead. the song suits me best through all of this. mumbling the lyrics entertains me best. doing nothing is just something these days.

im planning to head for terengganu afterwards. it's a plan. no harapan. i dont mind if i'm giving one anyway. okay GTG, the big day is soon to come. study i shall. typical mirrul felt so. just to share i'm very happy with my life now. Terima Kasih to everyone of you in harapan. i'm glad i get to know you. how harapan has become such a common and regular daily word. wandy knew it best.

Xtaw nak letak tajuk apa 3

Jernih dimata xsemesti di hati juga
permainannya luar biasa
terkejut aku hilang rasa

nikmat yang dicari
silih berganti
duniawi dan fantasi
agama entah kemana pergi

memandang dia mencetuskan tanda tanya
tak dipandang tak mungkin ini dia
pandai dan lawa
kena bodoh juga
tipikalnya mereka di mana saja.

possibility ada pada semua
bukan kata semuanya sama
tengok dada mak aih besaqnya
tegang urat mencengkam spender

tiada beza buat pa nak tanya
macam lah aku tak bisa juga

diri sendiri kita tanya
benda sedap sapa tak suka
aduh sayang sedap nyaa
apa lagi aku nak kata?